Yesterday I went to the clinic for Meds for my depression. The doctor was very kind and understanding, and they also did some bloodwork while I was there. He prescribed Paxil and Ambien. Paxil to calm my nerves and make me feel better, I'm not sure its working yet but it could take up to 11 days. Ambien will help me sleep because I rarely sleep anymore. The doctor told me "I know it seems like she's been gone a long time, and it feels hopeless but it really hasn't been that long, and things can change.". I sure hope he's right. I love her so much, and I miss her so much that I just want to waste away to nothing. I feel like I love her more now than when she was here, that just doesn't seem possible. If she comes back, I vow to spend every waking moment with her and leave this damned computer alone. It's so true that you don't know what you got 'till its gone.
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