and they're noticing.

I've had a couple good weekends. Last weekend our show on friday night was like an episode of girls gone wild. I had chicks dancing up on the stage and stuffing dollars down my clothes lol. What a fun time. While we were setting up someone asked our singer 'what happened to your old guitarist..Dan?" to which he replied "That's Dan" and he said he didn't recognize me anymore I'd lost so much weight. My confidence level is high. Everyone says I look great. I feel healthy again. Attuned. My doctor at the mental health clinic gave me a clean bill of health and says there's nothing else he can do for me. I feel alot better than in previous blogs. Acceptance is still coming slowly, but it's coming. I don't notice the changes myself but I see them in the eyes of others, and the others are seeing it so that's a good sign. The ladies are noticing too, and that helps me feel positive. I no longer feel that I'm too old to start all over. It's not something I would ever have chosen for myself. I wanted to grow old with the woman I love, I didn't choose this road for myself. Since I am on that road however, I'm going to make the best of it and live my life as fully as I can. I'm going to be happy and positive, confident and not let myself get down and depressed. Each new day must not become a lesson in futility but should become a new opportunity to excel. Until next time, gentle readers, thanks for tuning in.