I miss my Muse

 Back in 2007 when I was going through my divorce, it was a very dark time in my life. I felt pretty worthless.  Late that summer someone came into my life, seeked me out, and forever reason, saw in me something that I no longer saw in myself. She made me feel like I was someone again, and singlehandedly repaired my broken psyche and got me my self confidence back. I don't even know if I ever thanked her. She was married, I couldn't be part of an affair, she went back to her husband, and that was ok. Still, she inspired some very good music. Now, 7 yrs later, I'm kind of broken again. I sure could use another Muse, someone that sees something worthwhile in me, and can get me to see it. I need some healing.