I've come full circle.. From "morose" to "numb" now to at ease, content, happy even. I've decided that since I'm likely going to be alone for a long, long, long, time, (or at least 'til I lose 80 lbs) that I might as well make the most of it, and enjoy what I do have, and I do have a lot.
Pros:
Great job, roof over my head that's more than I need , I make more $ per month than I need to keep myself a place to live, cars to drive, toys, and entertain myself. (that's huge)
Real friends. Friends that genuinely care, and they're FUN.
A great band, hobbies, a pet that adores me.
I'm not sick and dying.
I don't have it so bad.
The only CON is that I don't have a role, I'm not needed, I have no one to care for..
So, whoever she is, she better be damn amazing to change my status from single to 'taken'. .Because my friends set the bar pretty high. The girls I role with, they're amazing.
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